reading.

Im reading a book at the moment called ‘A Million Miles In A Thousand Years’ by Donald Miller.  I like the way he writes and the first page got me hooked on reading the rest.  You might like it too….

 

“If you watched a movie about a guy who wanted a Volvo and worked for years to get it, you wouldn’t cry at the end when he drove off the lot, testing the windshield wipers.  You wouldn’t tell your friends you saw a beautiful movie or go home and put a record on to think about the story you’d seen.  The truth is, you wouldn’t remember that movie a week later, except you’d feel robbed and want your money back. Nobody cries at the end of a movie about a guy who wants a Volvo.

But we spend years actually living those stories, and expect our lives to feel meaningful. The truth is, if what we chose to do with our lives won’t make a story meaningful, it won’t make life meaningful either.  Heres what i mean by that…..

 

39,000 feet


I’ve never mastered what to really do on a long haul flight to best maximize the hours and hours that go by.

Sure, you can watch a movie, read a book, listen to your ipod and sleep until your neck moulds into that awkward shape of your seat leaving you with that annoying ache that reminds you once again you never sleep well on a plane.  Todays first flight is just less than 11 hours long..in a normal day you could do a lot with 11 hours.  but sitting here in my chair, i cant really work, i cant surf the web, i cant go for coffee with friends, i cant even use the rest room without climbing over 2 other people and if i try rest i normally just fall asleep and wake up with a stupid neck ache…once again reminding me i never sleep well on a plane.

This is in no way supposed to read like a letter some miserable fist waving passenger would send to any airline, on the contrary i love flying and today is no different.  the flight food was delicious in fact.  But the thing is im not used to sitting down in one place for long without becoming very restless so for once since im buckled in, it did make me stop and think about things.

The seat in front of me has a small tv screen with a handy map feature allowing you to track the aircrafts journey. at the moment we’ve past iceland and are now entering the very top of north america heading down towards San Francisco. Maybe its just me but when i look out the window 39000 feet above the earth below me i feel very small.  But not only that, i also feel like im in some kind of limbo period of existence where i dont belong anywhere.  Thats not to be misinterpreted as if im having some kind of mid-flight identity crisis or that im typing with tears streaming down my face wondering ‘what the mean of life is’ as onlooking passengers stare at me with expressions of sheer confusion. Not at all and that’d be very awkward but what i mean is when i’m flying above these countries and vast stretches of oceans whilst seeing our little plane on the map hovering over them i think about people living their lives all those miles below me. I think about the different nations and the circumstances and cultures different people live in.  The stories you watch on the news are being played in real-time underneath me.   I think about my family back home who i said goodbye to this morning, and even though my current trip is no where near as long as my last i miss them because i know the sacrifice they make to release me to do what i have done and what im doing now.  They along with my friends back home are phenomenal.  I sit here incredibly thankful for my journey so far and i’m so stoked for all that this trip and future brings but its in this strange state of  ‘sky high’ transition…this limbo moment, i realise again i don’t ever want my life or seasons like the one im coming into now to be become about me.  I say that a lot and have always pursued to live a life where people would evidently know through lifestyle that a value i love is to champion and treat others way before myself but you know its in a moment like this, a moment of feeling restless on a plane, having no way to perform or busy myself with things that would drown out the cry that ‘we we’re meant to live for so much more’

Ok, now to watch some awful in-flight entertainment sitcom. just kidding.

Thanks for reading planet earth.

STOP. LOOK. LISTEN.

Heres a recent design project i produced for my good friends Darren and Rachel Allwright for their art exhibition coming up.  The artwork is made up of pieces of their paintings.  See the last image for how i started creating this.

Hope you enjoy.

for being such a good kid at the dentist, i thought i’d treat myself…

fresh cream apple danish….oh yeahhhhhh!

Ukulele?…oh go on then

I was pretty stoked yesterday when my friend kindly lent me her Ukulele.  When i was in New Zealand for some strange reason the place where i volunteered at had Ukulele’s randomly lying about the place so i got to give it a go for the first time. Turns out its a lot of fun.

This one im borrowing is a legit old school Ukulele all the way from the land of china. Even the battered box makes me happy with its chinese design and very nice and retro typography…its a double whammy of goodness.  Anyway im gonna go attempt learn to it.

Watch this space.

…thats an F chord right there. boom.

In Loving Memory [VIDEO BLOG]

On 11.1.2011 I lost my ferrari to one of the biggest mechanical car killers known worldwide…cam belt breakage.

Words are sometimes difficult to express at a time like this so instead of trying to type the despair i thought i’d make a video montage looking back at the good times.

Rest In Peace friend…

 

Heres some awesome artwork by british graphic designer Derek Bower.  A project for ‘Pantone’ with a brief to design a calendar that would be relevant and recognised on a global scale.  Each of 1440 pictures were inserted by hand

Great typography. Incredible layout. Very Impressive.

 

My New Years Revelation

I like new years. I think for many its a time of second chances, a time to dream again. Tis the season where the big question going around is ‘whats your new years resolution going to be?’.  Will it be to lose that christmas weight by making a rededication to the gym, go to bed earlier, stick to that 5-a-day fruit commitment or do that classic “I just wana be a better person” one.

Theres always a lot of hype around the turning of a New Year, like its the football transfer window where theres only that limited opportunity to decide on the significant changes that will carry you through the end of the season.   To me whats great is that going from December 31st to January 1st isn’t stepping into some kind of new dimension…in reality its the same as going from June 7th to June 8th, from one normal day to the next.   The thing is, everyday, every breath is a second chance, an opportunity to live life to the full, a chance to dream bigger than I have before.  For a while i’ve never really been big on making new years resolutions…i think they’re great but i’ve also learnt that everyday i have a choice.  Everyday i have the chance to be the right person even if i feel that im not in the right place or amongst the best circumstances.

I think the buzz of ‘new beginnings’ should be something we experience daily and i understand it more and more particularly in my relationship with God. You see, we have to believe and know that He is good all the time and He is all about restoration. He’s not about religion, which merely follows a set of rules to potentially achieve the idea of just ‘becoming a better person’. No, the thing is whatever past, whatever year, whatever week or day I’ve day I believe that when I come with struggles, hurts or issues that he restores & heals me completely. And so from that moment I live from the place of Romans 8:1 which says ‘Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus’. I live out of a place of complete acceptance, knowing that God is totally for me and that my identity isn’t in the things of the past where I’ve messed up…instead it is in the truth that because of Him I am made new.

This year i dont want to just make sure i eat 5 pieces of fruit a day for that balanced diet that all the healthy people rave about…rather I want to live a life that fully expresses the heart of the One who i live for.  I serve an amazing, powerful and abundantly loving God and i want that to be represented everyday….even on June 7th and June 8th.

So heres to life. Oh, and 2011

Cheers

I heart San Fran

Last Thursday [2.12.2010] saw me arrive late in the evening in San Jose.  I awoke early to catch my greyhound bus out of Redding at 8.30am and see off Josh, Emma, Adam, Lil and Izzy…my friends who i spent 5 weeks with in Redding.  This was my first greyhound bus experience in the U.S and its everything you imagine and much more…full of colourful, brilliant and errr…very interesting people.  After to two 3 hour transit stops, one at Sacremento and one at San Francisco i finally made it at 10.45pm at the San Jose Terminal. 14 hours of coach travel was enough for one day.

Timing of this whole stop off in the Bay Area worked out perfectly. Just as i was due to leave Redding my good friend Joanna who i know from YWAM Australia had just arrived back in her home town of San Jose for Christmas.  We both worked in the Communications and Media ministry at Reef To Outback, Townsville.  I got to spend two full days in town so we spent a day in San Francisco and a day in San Jose where shes from.

If you like London, then you’d love San Francisco.  We managed to squeeze in whole bunch of things in one day…including seeing real dogs and cats in Macy’s window christmas display (strangely recommended to us by the information booth!), visiting the Golden Gate Bridge, eating clam chouder at Pier 39, playing games in an anitque arcade museum, watching street performance at fisherman’s wharf, rock climbing at Union Square courtesy of a NorthFace promotion, visiting the art gallery, wandering around shops way out of our price range but pick up clothing to give the illusion to the pushy sales people that we had money, people watching by the huge christmas tree at union square and enjoying public transport for once around the whole City.

Man, it was such a good day.  Cheers Jo!  Getting home was also a bit of an adventure…and a miracle but i’ll save that for another post.

Californication

So heres is my U.S of A interary…


For those of you who may not know…mainly due to my slightly poor communication, this last month I’ve been in Redding California.  Now Redding isn’t a well known Californian tourist attraction by any means but it is however home to some great friends from home in England who are here at school and Bethel Church pastored by one of my hero’s, Bill Johnson.

Since i arrived here I’ve been staying with Josh, Emma & Adam Heather friends from home who i got to know really well last year through doing life and ministry with them for a UK organisation called Miracle Street.  They share a house with another couple from the UK: Liam and Izzy who are really awesome and are good friends now. Liams a huge fan of ‘The Office’ too so David Brent quotes are a daily occurance in the house.  Its been so much fun even just living with 5 other fellow Brits…i love the english banter and i’ve noticed even just being around the english accent again has resurrected the mother tongue that i started to clearly lose since travelling.  Even when i’ve skyped my parents they’ve noticed this weird ‘Aus-zeal-rican’ accent which for those not familar is a cross breed of Australian, New Zealand’ish, American and Canadian. I was on the verge of being disowned by the english language.

These guys are also in their 1st year of the BSSM school (a school of over 1500 students across the 3 years) with Bethel here in Redding.  Bethel Church is one of the most influential churches in the world right now and they are seeing one of the most phenomenal movements.  I’ve been following the story for a couple of years now and have longed to visit.  It measures up to so much more than i could have imagined.  Living life here in a culture where the values of this church have transformed a City is incredible and extremely contagious.  So even just one example; they hold a really high value of generousity.  Redding used to be a City of poverty and so the church positioned themselves to be deliberate, acting the opposite what they were seeing, becoming the change they wanted to see.  It’s all too easy to leave the responsibility of change to other people whilst standing on the edge looking at the situation…the problem with that is sometimes almost everybody else is doing the same thing as you and so the result is that nothing gets done.  I love the challenge of ‘being the change you want to see’….and I’m not talking about starting some big campaign to fight some big cause but being faithful in the small.  Even in starbucks now I find myself asking the person behind me if i can buy their coffee for them.  Lets be honest, paying an extra $3 really isnt hard by any means and yet something so simple can change someones day or just even show them that they’re valued.  You’ll be surprised by how often people are blown away and light up when you do something so simple like that.

When I knew I was going to visit i contacted Bethel to see if there was any way i could volunteer during the week when i wasn’t sitting in on the seminars because i knew my friends would be at school during the afternoons. I managed to get connected with the guy who manages the graphics and web department at the ‘Bethel Media Center’ and he agreed to meet up for coffee and discuss the possibility of helping.  After meeting him on my second day in town he plugged me into the Media Team.  Since that day, when i haven’t been visiting the school, i’ve been massively privileged to get involved and work on website redesign concepts for iBethel TV which is their site that broadcasts all of their video media, messages, promos, worship sessions etc… (its basically the window for people from all over the world to see whats going on here).  I also got to work on a redesign project for the Moral Revolution website (MR is another ministry they run) and even got to design the promotional ad’s for Bill Johnsons new book coming out. I never would have imagined a year ago that i’d have the opportunity to visit let alone serve Bethel especially in the way that im passionate about and love [design].

Working in the Media Team has been such a real honour and opened so many connections and doors which i know will likely play a huge part in the future.  In many ways i regret not blogging more often whilst i’ve been here….theres so many stories that i’d love to share.  Maybe as i look back over this trip in the next week or so, i’ll post some individual stories of stuff i’ve seen here.

This whole time here has been a real climax in not only visiting a place i’ve wanted to for ages but getting blown away by the teaching, worship and ministry here, living in a transforming culture, hanging out with some of my closest friends and daily meeting amazing people and then to top it all off, getting to do what i love for people i love. I could safely say [as cliche as it sounds] that this trip has been amazing and life changing.

Wow. Wow. Wow

Tomorrow i set sail by coach to San Fransisco.  Heres to the next chapter

Cheers

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